Red Writing

A Vortex of Emotion



Thursday, May 30
 
I am so thrilled that the Guardian reporters have been inspired by my blog, why else would they write about Robert Plant? Have I started a Led Zep revival?

Tuesday, May 28
 
  

Picture the scene:There I am, curled up in the corner of the settee, chilling out in front of the tv. glass in hand, Holby City just finished (poignant and sad, *tears*) "discussion" with the kids re going to bed (or not - one still writing the novel for homework, other killing time).Advert/trailer appears on the screen........instantly catches my attention. I sit up, music.....fantastic.....dash to old record collection for a rumage, various questions between SO and me...... but it's quicker to pull out a compilation on cd than the original black vinyl and uncover the deck from the pile of cd's which haven't been put away for at least two months. Disk II track 6, Kashmir from Physical Graffitti (1975!!!) OMG how on earth can it be so long ago? I did have very mature tastes for my age! Has, to be one of the best album (yes the old black round things) covers. Listen to the cd version but realise the original was 9.41 and the cd is only 8.38. Why did they cut it? Fortunately the neighbours are out. Music very loud, *orgy of dance (?) ensues* memories flooding back. Thinks, Might get out Black Sabbath and Uriah Heep next............knocking on the ceiling (younger daughter trying to tell us something - or is is a distant ghost of a parent!?). Ten minutes later, me "what is this football thingy?" rush of footsteps down the stairs, younger daughter "did I just hear that *hysterical laughter*" Explanation of world cup football follows. Very humbling experience to be given from an 11 year old.

OK so what do I know about football?...(rhetorical, honestly).Well nothing really since the days of Jimmy Johnston, Little Lou and Kenny Dalgleish but I do know a great piece of music when I hear it and Page, Plant Bonham and Jones were theeee best. And if you are too young to understand any of this I make absolutely no apologies.....leave me in my old age to dream, reminisce and wallow in the haze - go wait for the football and leave the good stuff to those who care......it's going to be a long night, physical graffitti becons....and all the others. I'm so glad SO had a better collection than I did. Amongst it all I will raise my glass to Bruce.



Sunday, May 26
 
I had intended to let you know how far through my list of possible things to do I had got this weekend but sometimes events just take over. I am a sucker for empathy, so when others are feeling a bit upset and low I have to say it makes me feel for them. Tonight was one of these times and as I was listening to Sheryl Crow, and since I had promised you all that I might type out some more of her lyrics from c'mon, c'mon, I thought the mood of the following couple of tracks captured a few thoughts and the mood of the night. It's only a pity you can't hear the music, especially some of the haunting guitar sounds on Weather Channel Missing:Feeling weak today/Run the risk of tears/Falling down your cheeks/From all the lonely years/Holding back your love/While she races up the hill/Chase what you dream of/But always standing still. Chorus: All in all
you see/Everything is history/Think of all that you've been missing
. Every now and then/Shadows bring you back again/Think of all the things you're missing/Lay the pictures out/Pull the curtains down/Don't let us see you break/Your happiness you fake/Sending up a flare/If anybody really cares/To talk a little while/The past to reconcile/ (Chorus)/Every now and then/I can almost picture him and think of all the things,/Of all the things, of all the things/Well I do/I do/Hear the morning creeping in/And the spirt sings again/Well you will/You will/See the beauty in this moment/Every time you're standing still/These times are temporary/Some day the wind will carry you home/And you'll be free/No one will pull you down/You'll wake and look around/And never again/Think of all that you've been missing/(Chorus)
Abilene:Can't you see I'm holding your flag/The one that you left on the ground/Well is the world too heavy for you/If it makes you feel better, I'll carry it, too/No one's gonna stand in your light/Impressions are easy to fight/But until you turn to me and say/You don't need anyone to carry the weight. I will stay. Chorus: Abilene/Bring it on home to me/Abilene/Isn't it good to be free. Can't you see I'm wearing your shirt/The one with the heart on the sleeve/Everyone can see you've been hurt/But honey don't give up on me/When you gonna make up your mind/When you gonna get out of bed/Well everyday you're gonna find/Broken promises are no worse than words
never said/ Chorus/Then you want someone to come along and save the day/Well you make it much too hard/Chorus
Weather Channel:
Sunny morning/You can hear it/Siren's warning/There is weather on both sides/And I know it's coming/Just like before/There's a black dog/That scratches my door/He's been growling my name saying/You better get to running/Can you make it better for me/Can you make me see the light of day/Because I got no one/Who will bring me a/Big umbrella/So I'm watching the weather channel/And waiting for the storm/It's just sugar/Just a pill to make me happy/I know it may not fix the hinges/But at least the door has stopped it's creaking/I got friends/They're waiting for me to comb out my hair/Come outside and join the human race/But I don't beel so human/Can you make it better for me/Can you make me see the light of day/Because I got lab coats/Who will
bring me a panacea/While I'm watching the weather channel/Waiting for the storm/ You won't want me/Hanging 'round the birthday pony/Even though it's just a game/You know we are the same/But you're the better faker.


Saturday, May 25
 
Desparate to write but all out of ideas? Try the daily writing prompt from the writers digest.
This being the weekend, there are, as usual so many things to do and I can't quite figure out which one(s) I should try to cram in out of; play with new SiPix Style Cam Blink, take significant younger d and friend to school summer fair, take significant elder d shopping, work, watch rugby with significant other and his friend, garden (between showers), go for a cycle, take scoot for a spin, catch up on studying (11 months behind!), chill and read one of the four books currently started, play on pc to reinforce recent dreamweaver training, blog, catch up on washing and ironing, tidy, play bodhran/guitar/keyboard, paint, write, go to theatre, go to pictures, drink copious amounts of wine. The list could go on and on, it's no wonder I don't actually get anything done with such a breadth of choice! Some things I will HAVE to do I suppose and I have committed myself to work a bit this weekend, so I suppose it's just a question of how many hours I try to stay awake to fit the rest in. Of course I did forget to mention the most sad and compulsive option - having watched the opening programme of the new series of Big Brother I have a feeling that I might just be hooked for the next few months. Unless I do a David Blane and isolate myself of a tall platform..... not a bad idea really, it would certainly give me time to sort out priorities!!

Thursday, May 23
 
Congratulations to Callum Inness from for winning the Jerwood Painting Prize
And Also to Ian Davenport for
winning the Pizza Express Prospects Contemporary Drawing Prize, with his equally beautiful Poured Lines. I really like both paintings, perhaps its a colour thing.


 
With all the talk about security these days, see how you would rate in the could you be a spy?quizz. I would tell you what I got but.......ahem...it's.... top secret Sssssshhhhhhhhh

Tuesday, May 21
 

which Episode II character are you?




Queen of Naboo. You could have a split personality - simply to hide who you really are. You are extremely polite and gentle. However, if needs be, you will take action and can be a very good leader. You have the power to make people believe in you - use this power. The one you love could also end up being the one you hate.


OMG! which question did I answer to give me that last sentence!!! I did think about cheating and putting in lots of different answers to see how many characters come up, but life is too short, the sun is shining and the garden becons.

I know some you out there are still not convinced about weblogs but the recent report from the Guardian quotes Dan Gillmor of the San Jose Mercury News' succinct description at a recent O'Reilly Emerging Technology conference, "this is my guiding principle in journalism. My readers know more than I do, and that's great!". For me, a part-time blogger and reader of other blogs, it is reassuring to know that at last it is recognised that weblogs have come a long way in the last year or so, "What once was used for teenage journals has now, however, been co-opted by specialist reporters who can reach massive audiences almost for free." I think it is useful for the sceptics to know that there are newsworthy blogs out there, being written by serious journalists such as Will Wheaton. It is a whole new concept in journalism and you have to be in there to keep up. Imagine what the world would have been like if society had ignored Johann Gutenberg. This is just another example of a paradigm shift, but we all have to believe in it to make things progress. Don't be scared...






Monday, May 20
 
The problem with surfing about is that it is totally engrossing. I was going to attack the front garden this morning but I've been trying to rearrange some of the links on this page. It has taken hours longer than intended because I keep getting sidetracked. I have made an interesting discovery (to me anyway) via Tricky Pup's blog. The Corb Lund Band are a Canadian country blues trio and I have been listening to a few tracks from the New Music Canada website. Although the most up to date tracks on here seem to be from 1999, I'm not sure how much they have changed since then, but they sounded quite good. They are playing at a couple of venues in Scotland in June to promote the new album Five Dollar Bill which will be released in the UK on 17th June. Might be worth a listen. Those of you with Canadian connections, let me know if you have any cd's lying around for me to listen to.

Sunday, May 19
 

I have been reading Netocracy by Bard and Soderqvist (see 2nd May) and am inspired by how much it has stimulated my thoughts - even though I am only on chapter two! Chapter one gave a comprehensive, albeit a rather simplified, background of the history of technology and its effects through the ages as the "Driving force of History".

It starts with an anecdote about a Japanese soldier, isolated in the Asian jungle, still fighting the second world war several decades after it had ended. This introduces us to the concept that "available information dictates which thoughts and actions are possible". So many things were mentioned which sent my brain off into other tangents. In the space of a few pages we are asked to think about fiction and reality and how "unaccommodating realities is a recurrent theme in literature" Don Quixote, Othello, Raskolnikov and Emma Bovary being cited as examples of their own ignorance.

A brief journey through the history of the written word up to the use of the internet introduces us to further technological revolutions in methods of communication. Ideas are then sown for changes and shake-up's of social structures and paradigms. Sweeping


 

 

 

generalisations are made in the effort to rush us through time and paradigms (favourite word of the day now) The
Enlightenment, Feudalism, Capitalism, Informationalism, Communism, Christianity, Protestantism, Aristocracy, Bourgeoisie, Libertarianism, Free Will. Famous names are dropped into sentences like a sprinkling of intellectual condiments. Jacques Ellul, Copernicus, Einstein, Newton, Claude Levi-Strauss, Diderot, Nietzsche, Darwin, Deleuze, Foucault, Descartes, Bacon, Balzac, Jared Diamond, Hegel (and of course, not quite in this category but also mentioned, Bill Gates!).

At this point I was getting so much brain stimulation, I was in need of a metaphorical ice-cold drink to cool my cerebral juices, because I had started to remember all the things I have ever studied and waves of intellectual excitement were surging through my body at an inexplicable rate. It was like remembering my first sighting of a room full of Impressionist paintings in the Quai d'Orsay, a true feast of eye candy.

Furthering our introduction to life, the world and everything else the authors turn to psychological explanations such as cognitive dissonance to explain our

 

 

 

reluctance to accept new ideas which in turn can lead to intellectual sluggishness" - no fear of that! I was by now beginning to suffer from exhaustion as a result of this intellectual high and was hitting a rapid descent causing my mind to interpret everthing written on at least three different levels, global, societal and personal. The latter being very preoccupying (to me anyway). Chapter one ends with the enigmatic the "one thing we can say without doubt is that it
will not be the meek who will inherit the Earth"

The explanation of paradigm shifts was comprehensive and again very thought provoking. Buddha was mentioned for his realization that "We have to choose between nirvana, a state of permanent calm, and accepting that everything around us is in constant motion and change,
which brings with it an inescapable need for constant adaptation". However for me, the section which stuck in my mind the most in chapter two was the following: "the existance of people who still defend the communist project is explained by the fact that this is a matter of religious faith, whose irrationality is a blind spot in the otherwise perpetual invocation of logic.........It is quite conceivable that had the last Russian Tsar publicaly declared his belief in

 

 

 

atheism, he would have denied communism much of its appeal and thereby prevented the Russian Revolution."
We know this would not have been possible because to do that would have been to "recognise the illegitimacy of his position". Isn't it ironic that over a century later our so-called "great leaders" are still playing the same games with the use of their spin-doctors.

Anyway, that's just a brief introduction
to the book, as you can see, I find it fascinating, if not a little generalistic in parts. If I can stick with it until chapter 7 "The new biology and netocratic ethics" I'll keep you up to date. Better still, why not get yourselves a copy and discuss it with me by leaving your comments. I know there are many of you out there who will find some of these concepts interesting.




Friday, May 17
 
Budding Scottish arts students may be interested in this article about a new arts Faculty. If you are not sure whether you are a Picasso or a Matisse try this quick Guardian quiz.

 
Today in 1843 saw the "Disruption", when more than 400 ministers and many elders left the Established Church of Scotland to form the Free Church of Scotland. Moving with the times, they now have their own website which has a few lively discussions on it. I think some of their past heads might have approved.

Monday, May 13
 
To all would-be writers - laugh in the face of rejection. But if laughing just isn't your thing, or you can't bring yourself to raise either your spirits or the corners of your mouth, then browse amongst the stories in the Book of Bitterness, it might not make you feel any better but it will let you know you are not alone in your feelings and that it's ok to feel bitter. As it says on the counter at the bottom of the page "At least 94075 other people were bitter before you got here." They can't all be wrong.

 

  If you would like to invest in a beautiful Scottish Castle of your own. Aldourie Castle (opposite), on the banks of the South side of Loch Ness, could be yours for the region of £1.3 m. I haven't been inside the Castle but it was the venue for the premier of the film Loch Ness and most of it is currently habitable. I can vouch for the wonderful neighbours though and at that price, I would say it was a bargain. Would be perfect for Guy and Madge!


Saturday, May 11
 
I finally found out the name of the piece of music in the new Levi's Ad - there are whole worlds of websites out there about it!! This led me to try to find the music. Its an arrangement of Handel's Sarabande by John Altman and was also the title music for the 1975 Kubrik film Barry Lyndon. If you would like to hear an extract of the original go to Just Duet and look for the track. This is a great site. If you would like to buy the sheet music try Sheet Music Direct. This is also a fantastic find. You need to download a small file to allow you to view the scores but it only takes a couple of minutes and is well worth it. I'm off to practice now - in between the gardening.

Friday, May 10
 
If you knew this was your last day on this earth, what would you do? Would you do things differently? Would you go to work and kick ass, get things moving, tell people what you had secretly thought of them but had been too polite to voice for years? Or would you be nice, generous, show a warmth no-one had suspected of you? Would you shock people by showing emotion? would you surround yourself with family or take off on a whirlwind spending spree on your own?

If we only had a set time to inhabit the body encasing our souls would things be different? Imagine if people were born with a random time allowance, what would it be like?Imagine introducing yourself to someone new, "Hello my name is Red Writer, I am 20 years old and I have 30 years left to live" Would that become acceptable to us? What would you think if you had a child and were told "here is your beautiful new baby, it comes with a life expectancy of 20 years and 320 days. Would we get a guarantee?

If you could plan things, would you work for such a large proportion of your life? Or would we become complacent? Think about it, live today as if it was your last. Go home and think about what you did or thought differently. Please let me know how you got on. (Don't blame me if you get fired though!!!)

PS Nothing seriously wrong with the author, apart from an over-active creative imagination, a morbid curiosity and a bucket-load of white!

PPS: If this was my last day I would definitely write to blogger and complain about losing the first (and better) version of this posting last night. Now you have been treated to the post-wine morning version!

Thursday, May 9
 
Take part in the the BBC's "Test the Nation" this weekend. But if you can't wait and are brave enough you can try some tests on the BBC website.

 
JM Barrie, the author of Peter Pan, was born on this day in 1860. He once observed: "There are few more impressive sights in the world than a Scotsman on the make." I'm having real difficulty trying to agree with that, I suppose it depends on the interpretation of "on the make" somehow images of beer-swilling, curry spilling "lads" comes to mind and as all women will agree - not an impressive sight.

Wednesday, May 8
 
I've just found the perfect quiz for politicians. Even if you are not a politician or have no interest in politics whatsoever, have a go at What Muppet Are You?

You are Kermit!
Though you're technically the star, you're pretty mellow and don't mind letting others share the spotlight. You are also something of a dreamer.



 
Would you vote for a dead man? It will be interesting to see what the Dutch do on the 15th May. I suppose the Russians have managed to get away with it in the past, so who knows! Although, I suppose knowingly voting for a deceased candidate would be a fairly unique experience, even in the realms of politics.

Tuesday, May 7
 
This Do It site made me smile.

Monday, May 6
 
Being Ten

The taste of being 10 is sickly sweet like giant gobstoppers
The smell of being 10 is chalk dust from the blackboard
The sound of being 10 is the sound of the seventies and Santana on the beach
The touch of being 10 is beginning to let go of your mother's hand
The sight of being 10 is fresh and light and impressionable.

 
The Peer-to-Peer Review Project is now finished and the results of the reviews can be seen online. I did write a review (see static link) but unfortunately who ever was picked to review my blog did not submit - I can only assume that silence speaks volumes!! However, if you can work out the search function have a look at some of the blogs which were reviewed. There are some really good blogs out there.

 
The weekend was great weather-wise and we managed to get a lot of gardening done. Having given up on the idea of paying the £5500 it supposedly would cost to re-design, we are embarking on a new phase of DIY landscaping! It's great fun - main problem is curbing the kids, spending urges but they do have some good ideas and there has been much brainstorming going on. Since it is now the season of all things bitey, perhaps the following insect bites site would be a useful link! or the NHS one, (don't look if you are squeemish). Why is it that the ones which look so innocuous can be so dammned annoying?

Thursday, May 2
 
Now I know what I am stiving to be. Life has a meaning after all. I will become ...........A NETOCRAT!
"The netocracy consists of people with excellent social skills and a talent for the manipulation of information. Those without this ability to use the new technology to their advantage will form the lower classes of the digital age."

A new publication by Alexander Bard and Jan Soderqvist describes this new philosophy of the 21st Century. "The world will not live without logos, but neither will capitalism silently take over democracy. So, what comes next? After capitalism comes netocracy. Those who can harness networks of information and master new forms of communication will control finance and legislation, forming the new business and government elites. They will inherit the power; they are the Netocrats."

I think this is fascinating and might just be the way to go. The Netocrat is a self-made man/woman who creates their identity. They do not inherit it. Having completed a management psychometric type test today I realise that the creative visionary side of my character does need a little brushing up. I am apparently good on the participation and trust side and this is wonderful for getting people to work with me but I think I want to be the ideas man now! Netocracy, here I come.......when is that book available?

Wednesday, May 1
 
If you have ever been a little curious about your own sexuality try this gay-o-meter quiz and see if you are more gay than your pet. Incase you were wondering I am proud to be 56% gay! I got a "congratulations you scored right in the middle and are a happy and well adjusted hetero babe!" So now I am wondering......tell me what you got. I'm really curious... Is 6% over the 50 a lot? And why congratulations? Is it bad to be gay? If I lied about wanting to shave my head would I be considered more gay? Is this a stupid quiz or what?

 
Bored with icq or msn - try iSpQ for a 21 day free trial.

 
Security buffs might be interested in this Pricewaterhouse Coopers report on the Information Security Breach Survey 2002.