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Diary of an October week in Uist

Crofters Cottage North Uist

Reading Bridget Jones (book two). Decide to write diary style record of holiday in Uist. So, settle down with cup of coffee and much chocolate and read on - if you like, and if have time, and if interested, otherwise don't worry, won't be offended, carry on surfing as you were.

   

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday

 

Monday, October the something.

Being on holiday is nice have already forgotten what the date is. Arriving in pitch darkness as seems to be our habit when going on holiday caused the usual but not insurmountable navigational problems. This time we commended ourselves that we only had to back-track once to find the track down to the house.

The track had cleverly been disguised by situating it in a 'passing place' on a bend. Forgetting my road signs in the pitch dark I had failed to spot the three tiny broken lines which distinguished the car width track entrance from the edge of the passing place (ditch) House is a converted crofters cottage and was pitch black on arrival so finding door difficult.. Headlights shining behind me I made my way towards what might be door and as I put the key in the lock, I hoped it was the right cottage. For such an old house and big key, door opened remarkably easily.

From then on it was a race for me to make the place warm and cosy before SYD and SED decided we'd dragged them to the far western end of the planet as some form of torture and not a relaxing get away from the rat race, stresses and strains of recent city life.

Heating for the cottage consisted of three little fan heaters which worked wonderfully and beds had (thankfully) electric blankets. Airing beds in West Coast accommodation is both recommended and for me an important psychological boost to the rest of the holiday. Fearing I might overload the electricity to the house whilst draining the local power station in an unacustomed surge of demand I put all three blankets on, made the beds, turned on lamps instead of harsh overhead lights, made cups of tea and generally got the place looking like we'd been there for days, all within half an hour.

Meanwhile, SYD and SED had found tv (damn! there is one) the remote control, bagged their seats and slumped into couch potato mode as if they had been plucked from one house and dumped in another. They were happy. SO was happy carting bags, bedding and some food into cottage and I was happy. SED and SO had eaten on the ferry - no-one had told them about my preference for healthy eating on holiday and as if they had premonitions of my intentions had stocked up with chips and various other fatty saturated foods. SYD and I chose to cook a light pasta supper in vague idea that this was a slightly healthier option.

Stomachs full, glasses full, we settled down for our first night in the middle of nowhere on North Uist. Pitch black outside but warm and cosy, alcohol enhanced glow inside.

Tuesday morning.

Woke up, pitch black. If it was light, think I would be able to see my breath. Heaters warm air but as soon as they are off, the chill settles back in and surrounds you. Pulled duvet up and went back to sleep. Woke again, this time dawn looks like it is appearning. Condensation on window makes it difficult to see out. Figure it's about 7:30am. Want to get up and find out where we are.

Anywhere out of the duvet is cold. Glad packed slippers. Put feet in them and dive over to switch heater on. After working out the cold water has gone off, much discussion on possible causes between SO and I (which of course mean he has to try to track where pipes come from, work out if there is a leak - can't possibly be frozen can they? Cold but not that cold.) There is an ominous sign of a digger about half a mile down the road. SO decides to go and investigate. I sit in bed wondering what worst scenarios might befall us
1. they speak more gaelic than SO could interprete.
2. They've cut through the mains and we'll have no water all week.
SO returns. They claim it's not related to the work they are doing (all spoken in english) and that there is a problem with the pumping station at Lochmaddy.

SO phones water board - call centre in Glasgow, or perhaps India or somewhere. Nice lady in call centre seems to know where Malacleit, North Uist is so that's a bonus - must be Glasgow. Even knows that the water will be back on by 11am by tapping keys on computer.. Can't be bothered waiting that long to explore my surroundings so have a quick wash and get dressed.

SED and SYD still sleeping. They haven't quite got the hang of holidays and probably won't before they decide that family holidays are not something they want to do any longer anyway. Sad really. Local Co-op is only a mile or so away and is pretty well stocked so we won't starve. Provisions bought, SO and I made our way back to the house.

I realise, seeing it in daylight that we are living in a really pretty cottage. Two bedrooms, livingroom, shower room and kitchen. The thatched roof had been replaced about 30 years ago when it was converted by a friend of SO's father but I imagine it thatched. It is picture postcard white with blue painted door and windows. The kitchen is a corrugated iron extension like so many on the islands but it is well equiped. Decor pure 70's.

In the afternoon we drove to Berneray. Once an island in it's own right but now connected by a causeway which reminded me of the Churchill Barriers in Orkney. It is robust. Made from solid chunks of local stone. As we drive, I wonder where Prince Charles stayed when he came here. Does he still come here? We drove to the end of the island as far as we could then walked across the machair towards the beach.

It was beautiful and very reminiscent of Luskintyre beach - even an island off it which could have been Taransay. Very confusing apart from the fact we could also see the bottom end of Harris so geographically it was impossible. But white beaches, silver grey skies and aquamarine water always look beautiful where ever they are. Weather not perfect but dry. We walked for a few miles. Played football and bowling with old fishing floats washed up on the beach. Realised the Island opposite had people working on it. Then watched a speed boat skimming across the water over to the island. Decide it is probably either MI5's hideout or a drug smuggling operation. I love holiday's - the make creativity so much fun. It was still cold but good to get out into the air. Even managed to dodge the showers and got back to the car just before it started to rain again.

No getting away from it, North Uist is bleak. How anyone can carve a living out of the soil here is anyone's guess. Crofting in the traditional manner is deteriorating if not pretty much non-existant now. But there must be some farming, there are many sheep. Even the traditional Soay sheep are few and far between. But there are birds So far have seen hundreds of greylag geese, lapwings, oyster catchers, fieldfare, redwing and many starlings, unidentified ducks, eiders, some birds of prey I am useless at identifying and could be buzzard, merlin or eagle and about twenty colared doves. Also flock of birds which look like rock sparrows but my book says they are rare. I expcect they are something less rare. The skies and the colours are amazing and as I sit in the car I try to compile my palette in my head. It is predominantly made up from paynes grey, black and white with some yellow ochre and burnt umber.

SO and I keep forgetting to feed SED and SYD in the middle of the day when we are on holiday. We forget they are used to grazing when they get home from school and although their body clocks don't get them up in the morning, they are still atuned to needing fed at regular intervals in the afternoon. We stop at the co-op on our way past and pick up (God forbid I am a dreadful mother!) two pot-noodles.

Wednesday

Again, no water in the morning. Beautiful sunny day outside. Lots of low light, long shaddows and I can't get up because having not showered for two days I feel very much in need of sprinkling of warm water over body before put clothes on.

Another phone call to water board is less conclusive this time. I give up, wash with the warm water left in the tank and get dressed. SO does the same but as he is in bathroom, there is a knock at the door. I open the door. Little old lady with dog. Immediately think this is strange as house at least mile from nearest neighbour further from village and 200 yards from road down very wet track.

Lady proffers a clip board at me with names written on it and amounts of money beside them ranging from £3 - £10. I think she is asking me to sponser her for something. She barges past me into the house, muttering something like "neighbour, dead, collection," as she does so. She is very little. She closes the door behind her and attaches the dog's lead to the handle, shouts "arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh" at dog when it tries to bark. I jump.

She tells me again that she is collecting for her neighbour. I can't make out if neighbour is dead. Is she collecting for dead neighbour, neighbour's partner or for funeral? I am a bit confused by this mumbling little old lady but pretend this is everyday occurrance, smile and look at clip board. Feel less threatened because for the first time in a long while, I am taller than someone.

She asks if I have a pen. I say I don't know, explain we're on holiday but go to look for one anyway. I'm in bedroom looking for pen and purse. She is in kitchen asking for a glass of water. I explain we are having problems with the water. She says she is too. I find handbag, invite her to have a seat - because she's already taken her coat off!- and get her a glass of water (which trickles very slowly out of the tap). I am now paranoid city lady. As I go to bedroom to look for a pen again, I realise my cameras are sitting in the kitchen, and SO's mobile phone. What if she is here to do a reccy to see what is available to steal? I chastise myself for having such bad thoughts in a place like this and remind myself this is an island where no doors are locked and everyone knows everyone else. I ask when the neighbour died but get no reply. Now feel I have totally got the wrong end of the stick. Perhaps they have just been in hospital? Convinced she said the word 'died'.

Purse has no change, write my amount down and put surname next to it. Feel very mean now. Only had £2 in change. Little old lady asks if she can use the toilet, I explain that SO is still in - I'm sure he has his ear to the door and is laughing at me - he can't come out as feels wandering out in towel around waist might not be a good idea at this juncture. Shock might kill little old lady. She puts her coat back on and says she'll wait till she gets home. She asks where we are from. "Edinburgh" I say. She says nothing and leaves.

That's what I love about island life. Locals hate city folk. To her I am a city person, even worse, an east coast city person. However, I am not really. I was brought up in a little village and her visit reminds me what I hated about it. I hated feeling anyone could come in your house when the felt like it. I hated the gossip the small town attitude. But I was cursing myself for portraying my city fears about the real reason for her visit. She'd collected over £20 in the morning and I still had my dreadfully sceptical ideas about what it was for. She said the neighbour would be back on Friday. I still don't know if she means in a box and I feel bad that she will label the folks staying in the cottage as skin flint city types.

SO appears with towel round him. "Who's your friend?" he laughs. Knowing the agonies her visit will have plunged me into. I smile and try to explain what she wanted whilst looking round to make sure the camera, phone and my bag are there. I hate that I am a city person now and feel disloyal to my small town roots. Later in the day, I find a little piece of heather on the seat the little old lady sat on. I pick it up and put it on the window sill. Eventually we persuade kids to get up and we go out.

It really is a beautifully sunny day. We drive, stop, walk, SED and I take lots of photos. SYD and SO walk ahead, deep in conversation. He speaks gaelic to her, she replies in newly started italian. They are not so much conversing as firing words like, beach, sea, shell at each other. We are all relaxed. The sky is blue, the beach is white the sea is beautiful, the grass on the machair is yellow and green and floaty. It is a nature reserve and I spot fields of fieldfare, redwing, curlew, snipe, SO and I remind ourselves this is not work. I think, this really is soooooo not work.

We head back to the village to catch the fish van so we can buy fresh fish for dinner.

Thursday

No bloody water again, this time not even a trickle. The irony of the pouring horizontal rain outside and no water inside the house has not escaped me. Have given up worrying about how much electricity we are running up and at last feel the stones of the walls are warming. It is still cosy inside, in a dry, airless sort of way. There are still diggers at the bottom of the track who claim they have not touched our water supply. There are three of them now. I think they have multiplied in some sort of clandestine method overnight. Not getting up. Going to finish Bridget Jones book two.

More phone calls to water board, call centre lady in Glasgow and various no answer sub stations on the island. Even water in toilet cistern finished so it no longer fills. Getting stormier outside. Windows totally misted with condensation. SO makes more phone calls then goes out for a walk. No one offers to join him. Lady from water board calls. "Where exactly is (our) house?" Mmm good question. We gave her a name but it transpires it is not correct name for the cottage. But she knows it is the white one with the blue paint and says she'll call the engineer and get him down to us. I think she thinks we are in the rented thatched cottage. We are not.

Digger at end of road totally blocking track now. White van arrives with presumably engineer in it. Digger man and white van man converse, point to the house - all of which I can see from misted kitchen window - I can hear the sharp intakes of breath and shaking of heads from here. Decide I'd better wash the dishes in what water is in the basin so as not to look like total slovenly city folk when engineer arrives. Digger moves and white van drives down track.

I open the door to boy I think should be in school since it is only 2:30 in the afternoon. Then reprimand myself for being so ageist and immediately decide I am now officially old. Engineer looks puzzled and says
"so you have no water?".
"No" I reply, turning on cold water tap to display lack of water in totally unnecessary gesture..
"Has it been ok until now?"
"No" and I explain the lack of water on Tuesday morning, the trickle of water on Wednesday and again absolute stoppage of H2O from the all taps and toilet cistern. today. He looks puzzled - and even younger.
"Have you got an outside tap?"
I refrain from making obvious rude type remarks about lack of knowledge since only on holiday and simply reply
"I'm afraid I don't know - we're on holiday here and haven't been to the house before"
"It's just that you might have an air lock"
Frankly I didn't care what we had or hadn't I just wanted clean running water and standing next to young man, both peering at tap as if willing it to work, I wondered if my lack of showering was as noticible as it felt. I took a step backwards. He said he'd get the digger men to expose the stop tap at the end of the road and see if there was any water in there. He assured me he'd be back to let me know what was happening. I watched him go back down the road, talk to digger man, watched them dig something up, watched white van engineer drive off..

Decided little old lady has put a curse on me for only giving £2 for the dead neighbour whom I didn't know. I contemplate putting the heather in the bin.

Ah such is the excitement of island life. I have been watching diggers all afternoon and now they too have gone. I have painted, read, and written. SED and SYD are not even dressed but have taken to reading in bed with the same enthusiasm and singlemindedness as they would to sitting watching tv at home. SO is still out in the rain and gales walking. My mind drifts aimlessley to hot baths, my own comfortable bed and contemplates the fact that my time might be better employed redecorating the hall at home. But I am on holiday and away from all these stresses!

I see SO return in the car. He sits at the end of the road as the digger has dug up the track and he can't bring the car to the house. I peer from the condensation soaked window and watch him talk to luminous yellow and orange men. Over the next few hours there are various permutations of luminous yellow and orange men at the end of the track. Eventually I call SO on his mobile. He says he is waiting for the men to restore the road.

An hour later he gets fed up, leaves car and walks down track. Nice wife, I have a hot cup of coffee waiting - there is a bottle of drinking water in the fridge which I emptied into the kettle. He drinks the coffee quickly. The walk in the gales was exhausting but he bought more water, battenburg cake and enough provisions to make dinner. I don't fancy going out as planned - the walk to the car through mud and gales is not appealing and I am grateful he went to the shop. Just as he finishes a slice of battenburg cake, luminous yellow man appears down the track.
"bet he wants me to move the car" says SO.
Yep, correct.
Truck has arrived with stone chips to infill the road they dug up but they need to get nearer and our car is in the way. SO dons soggy shoes, wet jacket and braves the storm again. I watch from the window. He is gone for a while. Next time I look out the road looks ok but I can see SO chatting to the driver. I know him. He is asking the truck to test the road first. He does. Truck drives onto track. Backwards, forwards, backwards and .......stuck! Truck's back wheels turn and turn in the mud and I can see the spray of mud from the house. Luckily the digger is there to give him a handy nudge. I see SO lock the car and walk down the track.

Still no water. Rest of the evening is spent watching all trucks, vans, luminous men appear, disappear and reappear. We make dinner. Recycle water in the sink to wash dishes and listen to the wind getting stronger and stronger. A text from a friend makes SO laugh.
It reads "settled down to a nice bottle of wine- you?"
They are in the South of France for the weekend. SO can't resist phoning. Slight paraphrasing but conversation went a bit like this...
"We are in the middle of a gale, it's p'ing down with rain, the road to the house has been dug up by pipe layers, there is no water,my wife hasn't had a shower since we arrived and I twisted my ankle on a walk."
Twisted ankle? Apparently SO slipped at furthest point from car whilst on walk. Ankle made a funny crunching noise. Isn't broken and SED who has problem ankles and knees had brought a tubigrip so I persuade SO to wear it and rest the ankle.

Mmm quick recap of relaxing holiday.
· No coal fire
· No central heating
· Weather almost gale force
· Digger completely decimated road to house.
· No water
· No shower/bath for three days.

Have thrown the bit of heather in the bin.

Strangely enough, all seem happy, must be the wine and the whisky.

9:00pm
Good news and bad news.
Luminous yellow man drove van down track - means road didn't collapse! Delivered twelve bottles of drinking water - don't anticipate fixing the water then?

Poor water board man. He is still working with his luminous mates at 9pm in gale force winds, pouring horizontal rain whilst builder pipe laying men - who are probably responsible for problems anyway are home, tucked up in bed. Feel v sorry for very young water board 'boy'. Offer him a dram, even hot water but he politely declines.Expect he thinks SO and I a couple of alcohocils. He tells us he will be working until problem is solved. Feel even more sorry for him. Great big highland lad looking very tall in our little sloped ceiling kitchen. Wind is gusting noisily round the house like the engines of a steam ship. Work out why house faces wrong way. Wind would blow windows out if faced the sea.

SYD is painting self portrait in the kitchen. She hasn't worked in acrylics before and demands much attention. SED and I try to offer advice but despite wanting it, she is too stubborn to accept. Where does she get that from?

Midnight.
SO feels sorry for water board men and despite sore ankle, traipses down track in storm with bottle of whisky and glass. I put electric blanket on and wait for bed to heat. SO returns happy, two out of the four accepted his dram and admitted that they don't often get offered one. Mental note to self, write to water board and demand they make dram compulsory for all staff working after midnight. Take my dram to bed.

Friday October, blah blah
Still no bloody water. Going for long drive away from diggers and no water. Getting very inventive at recycling water. SO doing trips to collect buckets of water for toilet cistern from hole digger has made at end of track. (Don't think mean to have water in but raining so heavily when digger man dug trench at top of hill and linked it up to trench he'd dug at bottom of hill, rush of water downhill and trench flooded - resembling small stream in spate.) But it's getting slightly less muddy now. SED in teenage fashion, refuses to go out unless she can wash her hair so use more from hot water tank (still a little left) and soak her tresses in kitchen sink- bathroom sink too small for all her hair. Though perhaps lingered a second too long when pushing head down to rinse! SYD and I scrape hair back in unflattering style (me - SYD looks good no matter what she does with hair) Boot camp sounds more appealing than right now. Might go home early if can change ferry booking. But reluctant to leave house with water off!

Weather damp and grey. Go out for drive. Stop for walk to chambered cairn through peat bogs and heather. Take a few photos but have left black and white camera back at house as had to walk down muddy track to reach car and didn't want to carry much. North Uist does seem to have a large share of the world's water - just not in the cottage we're in. Look for stone circle but don't find it! SO's ankle not up for a longer walk so head back to car and drive to Lochmaddy for relaxing lunch in cafe.

Friday lunch time seems to be creche time in cafe. Numerous screaming babies and toddlers being allowed to feed sibling babies by shoving spoons of runny ochre coloured substance in eye. Noisy lunch. Commend self for bringing up such good children who never shouted, sreamed or had tantrums when out for lunch. Now SED and SYD are older they sit elbows on table heads in hands rolling eyes. Think they want to strangle noisy toddlers and screaming babies.

Small museum and gallery in craft/coffee shop. Interesting prints but remind me I should at this minute be starting painting class. There is a studio in a room behind me. Women are painting. I would like to join them but remind self am on holiday. Buy postcards and SO gets me nice wooden puffin desk date thingy for Christmas present, which I have to forget he's bought. Drive to another bit of the island. Find loch full of swans. Normal orange beak ones. Also stop to watch couple of birds of prey, think one is a buzzard or marsh harrier or something else but not anything in my book. Large white bar across tail but not white tailed eagle, probably buzzard. Smaller russet brown bird may be kestrel but unless it hovers can't be sure. Back to house and excitement of finding out if water on or not.

Meet white van and speak to men. They are positively hedgey. Found section of broken pipe (weight of digger laying new pipes broke old mains) replaced it with temporary overland pipe. Park car at end of track. Repaired road still looks too soggy to drive over. Get to house. Turn on tap... Water. Hurrah! Dive into shower first. Am a clean city person again. Can go out for dinner now. Persuade rest without too much trouble they are not as clean as me and need showers. All comply with wishes. We are a clean family again (hurrah!). Clean toilet as muddy water made it very very unpleasant looking. Have found out that toilet duck does work. Weather getting brighter too and windows less condensation. Maybe Uist is drying out for the weekend. Remind self this is better than being at work. Then remember that this is my day off and I am missing stained glass class and painting class. Go out for dinner.

Food good but dining room reminiscent of village hall and expect local wedding party to arrive at any minute. Another family of four in one corner and loud american with friends in another. Fish should be good so have scallops and monk fish tails in basil and lemon. V good. Plenty of variety for SED who is vegetarian but also likes fish and calories so has battered cod. SYD and SO are carnavors and plump for what looks like a lamb leg each. I offer to drive home - single track roads with no road markings in pitch dark not my idea of fun but SO deserves a break and a few drinks.

Get home in time to watch "Green Wing" then spend next half hour sitting on cold bathroom floor administering tlc and hair holding service to SED who is having conversation with big white telephone in corner of room. Seems batter didn't sit well on her delicate stomach. Ghost would have more colour than her at this point. Manage to get her to bed feeling a bit better but with trusty basin by side - just in case. SYD protests "she's not going to be sick again is she - I'll be sick if she does!" sympathy runs in our family.

SED and SYD share a room with bunk beds. Noticed earlier that sides of bunks exactly the same as the first proper beds sister and self had when young (Vono). Enlarged boomerang shape to stop top person falling out. I bent down to give SED a hug - "hair trap" she mumbled and instant flash back to years of catching strands of hair in springs above head. Springs reminiscent of barbed wire with little bits sticking out everywhere. Guaranteed to catch any strand of hair. Even worse, when looked at them realised matresses exactly same colour and pattern - which makes matresses over 30 years old! These were my beds. Somehow beds from my village on east coast had found way thirty plus years later to even smaller village about as far west as you could possibly go. V strange. My beds were here. (well of course not the exact same beds, that would be silly) could feel pain of disentangling hair and bid SED goodnight offering even more sympathy now realised perils of sleeping in bottom bunk transferred to her as well as feeling ill.

Go to own bed. Electric blanket broken. Bed cold.

Saturday
Still have water (hurrah).
Sun shining. SED made it successfully through night without wakening anyone and feeling a bit better this morning. Plan to get up early, drive as far south as we can and do more sightseeing of lovely islands.

Spend next hour sitting with SED on cold bathroom floor. Retching vile bright yellow substance. Send SYD and SO out to explore lovely islands. Sun shining for second time this week. Not down hearted. Will play at house in this little cottage and do some washing. At least washing machine works. Do washing. Strange domesticated streak means love sight of clean washing hanging on line and blowing in soft west coast breeze. Pretty rainbow in distance. Rainbow disappears. Rains.

Will paint.

Can't think what to paint. Have repaired last week's piece from class which met unfortunate accident when put in portfolio case when still wet - opened at home to admire but most stuck to portfolio case and only way to admire was to rip off, leaving most of painted surface attached to portfolio case. Gave a unique effect but preferred painted surface to glaring white ripped underpaper.

Paint scene outside window in sketch book. Grass, sky and fence. SED happily tucked up in bed, sipping boiled, bottled water. Look out window - through condensation. Two diggers on horizon. Look like lop sided one-legged spiders, lurching backwards and forwards.

SYD and SO return from Benbecula. Sun shining again.Washing blowing in wind. SED feeling better again. SYD happy to stay in and keep sister company while SO takes me for walk.

All the damp weather, no water, diggers, SED being ill, disappear. Holiday from hell now worth it for these three hours. Most beautiful cliff top walk. Weather changes every ten minutes from grey clouds to brilliant sunshine. Find natural arch, sandy beach, rocky inlets, sea snow (spume) blowing in the wind high above the se like floating snowballs. Also, loads of redwing, rock pigeons, snow bunting in summer colours and about three other unidentified birds. Blues, greys, silvers, greens and startled scattering sheep. I could stay here forever.

Wish I had a tent, no responsibilities and could camp here all night. Reminds me of honeymoon when we did camp beside the sea on machair in Harris. Beautiful afternoon. Happy. Go back to cottage, SED feeling better. Washing dry.

Sunday 24th October
Last full day here. Suddenly filled with sadness that after today all the stresses and strains of the real world will return. Get up and decide today is the day to drive down to bottom of Outer Hebrides. Usual struggle to get delinquent teenagers up but manage eventually. Sun is shining, rain forecast. Want to see as much in bright conditions as possible.

Drive through, North Uist, Benbecula, South Uist and down to Eriskay. This Island is very much a string of smaller islands strung together with a series of causeways. The last to Eriskay only built four years ago. Perhaps Scotlands version of the Florida Keys without the sun. We stop for the odd photo, refer to map for detours and end up in the MV Politician, the only pub in Eriskay. Eriskay being the Island made famous by the ship wreck of the SS Politician in 1944 spilling it's cargo of Whisky bound for Jamaica, procured by the locals and immortalised in the book "Whisky Gallore" by Compton MacKenzie and film of same name.

The Islands are beautiful. Blue skies make all the inland lochans reflect blue, the wind whipping up the water until white horses gallop across the surface. Long stretches of white sandy beaches line the edges or the world. MV Politician has a pool table and it seems appropriate to have the annual family pool challenge.

SED and I team up, ready to thrash SO and SYD - until SYD spots the notice saying no under 16's. I say she is supervised and thrust a cue into her hand. SO breaks, a tense match ensues - SYD's turn after me (failed to pot)
"how do you hold it again?" she asks.
Fills me with confidence.

Suddently most westerly pub I have been in in UK fills up - time for Celtic v's Livingston football match! For those in the know this is a predominantly Catholic part of the world and tradition has it that Celtic are supported by those of Catholic denomination. (Personally don't hold to such sectarian stereotypes). Grown men appear in green and white hooped shirts. Projector type thing is switched on and I can see it's light shining somewhere behind me. Spot screen about to be lowered from ceiling. Annual game of pool normally takes a long time but as there is only ten minutes to beginning of match SO feels obliged to take SYD's turns and I am grateful that SED and I between us manage to pot a few balls - enough to keep the scores fairly even. V strange to be here in what should be a relaxed and semi historical, romantic type setting and rushing through game of pool to ensure out of way before kick off. Dislike football even more now.

Barra is the last Island of the Uists but requires another ferry to reach so vow to do another time. The return journey to the cottage seems very like the end of the holiday. Skies turn grey and rain starts, drizzle at first but then heavy, noisy drops bouncing off windscreen. Get back to cottage in time to do some final drawings, make dinner, savour last bottle of wine and start packing. Very sad now. Despite everything which seems to have gone wrong this week, I still much prefer this to working and lack of stress. Another holiday over, another week load of photos, sketches, writing and most of all experiences and memories.

My highlight is the walk SO and I took yesterday and it will remain in my memory to be replayed again and again when the pressures back home get too much. Expect it will get more perfect every time hit the play button. That's the good thing about memories.

Monday October 25th

Get up early and start packing, tidying and obligatory arguing. Hate going and coming back from holiday. We leave house clean and tidy as we found it - with additional pack of six bottles of drinking water from water board for next occupant, just in case!

We drive along towards Lochmaddy. Meet lots of cars. Mmmm maybe that means ferry is in? Winter timetable started yesterday. Ask SO time of ferry just to be sure. He throws timetable brochure at me and says "check yourself". He hates leaving more than me. I check. Ferry is indeed in but will sit for an hour. We get there in plenty time. SYD and SED squished in the back. SO and I get out, walk around as if gasping last gulps of truly fresh air. We walk to the point. Sun is shining. Island looks beautiful again. Windy.

On ferry, feel it swaying slightly. Going to be choppy crossing....groan. Not worlds best traveller. At last minute a mini bus arrives on the pier and decants six people - all wearing black. Men in black ties. Have been to a funeral. Guiltily remember, little old lady said neighbour would return on Friday. Now it is Monday and I understand.

Sail over the sea to Skye. Ferry lurches and sways. SED, SO and SYD go for lunch - chips. Stay upstairs on observation deck sipping tea. Waves crash over car deck, spray soaks windows. Skye looks grey. Uist looks sunny. Want to go back. SO and I go outside and stare across to significant Trumpan bay as we pass. Can make out houses but not the church. Both silently lost in thoughts. So is quiet. I kiss him.

Arrive on Skye and drive straight south. Northern Skye is grey and rainy but by the time get to southern end of island, weather is beautiful again and reminded how much I like Skye. SO is not sure any longer.

We stop at Spean Bridge to eat and head home, the next few hours driving in the dark down familiar roads until back to the glittery lights of the city. House is soon warm and unpacking done, mountains of mail (mostly junk) opened, washing on.

SYD calls a friend,
I catch up on reading blogs,
SED watches tv in her room,
SO reads papers with a dram.

We are spread to the four corners of the house again. Things seem back to normal.

Well, almost, I have another week's holiday (hurrah!)

 

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